
D:
whenever i recall that scene, i would feel like crying badly. and i hate being not allowed to cry, and i can't really stop my tears from coming out, so i guess i'll be breaking down in class tomorrow. i really really hate and detest the way things are right now, and how they will turn out in the future. i'm not sure of anything anymore. i really really hate this feeling. why is it that whenever i start getting close to someone, something happens and everything changes? now i don't even know if i mean anything to you. but i guess she has taken over my place in your heart. i'm gonna try letting you go now, and i'm not going to regret my decision. or at least i hope i won't regret.
-grace